Over the years I've dealt with many fantasies, as well as focused on if I could live without a cock. The fantasies have never cease to be created within the mind, and the overall desire to live a life without a cock has grown to confirmation.
Yes, my cock is still firmly attached to my groin. Yes, it's removal is still merely theory. However, I've been taking steps towards the actual removal.
While many press the idea of my regretting the removal of my penis if it were to be reality, I've come to find that I would not. I actually prefer to fuck my wonderful woman with toys and watch her pleasure from them.
A few nights ago, she completely numbed my entire cock and then proceeded to rise me. I couldn't feel anything within her vaginal opening, only her warm juices roll down onto my scrotum and groin. While this would frustrate most men, I found it quite refreshing and welcoming. Being able to watch her enjoying herself while I couldn't feel anything just felt right.
Then, for the past two nights we've been using a toy to get her to climax. My cock not within her, just a rubber cock penetrating her. She has admitted that she has had the most amazing orgasms the past couple of times while I've been fucking her with the toy.
Over the past few days I've truly come to realize that if my cock were removed tomorrow, I honestly wouldn't be bothered in the slightest not being able to penentrate her with a physical cock, and she had admitted that with our arsenal of toys and my abilities she really wouldn't miss my cock.
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